Doomed

I wish it's easy to quit and start anew. But it was easier to start than to quit.

I just had the feeling medical field is not for me. But I also do not have a plan B.

Only in my 2nd postings and I just can bare with the negativity of this posting.

Bosses shout right at our face like we dont have hearts. Sometimes for non apparent reason.

Asking them to come if patient developed worrying symptoms, even scarier.

Also in this posting like no mentor is actually mentoring you.

No matter where I go even through counselling people will tell me to just accept things and
go through it.

I wish I could wake up the next day with motivation but it is so hard so difficult.