The horror part of e-book system

LETS be paperless people! Adding to the dismay, just to download, or to buffer the e book takes such a long time!  (click to enlarge)

We often follow, without making it our own.

Teenagers, what, and who are they? Basically I am a teenager, finding for my real-true identity. Always with confusion and dilemma. Triggered by peer pressure and constitution. You adults have been what we call as teenagers whom always follow, without making things or OURSELVES by our own.

1. Wow...they got driving license and so I must have one too
 -typically, in Malaysia, soon after SPM is over, tons of teenagers by the age of 17 make their way to driving schools. They think driving is so cool, and will make them look fun and they will eventually feel like being an adult. Having a driving license is like having freedom. But still, copycats...! We are copy cats, begging our parents for some money to go to the driving school just because our peers are doing the same thing. Boo us, boo me!

2. Movies marathon....money versus having temporary hourly sensational fun 
-wow, its a holiday...come follow me for movies marathon. In the old days, where to watch movies only need 2 ringgit or less for the tickets, might not seem like a big deal if you are about to go for the movies marathon non-stop. Think again for people who live here, for today. As, watching a movie, probably cost a person about 8 ringgit up to a 13 ringgit. Not included pop corn, twisties and other junk food, total sum, 50 ringgit all together. Nice!! Ending up whooshing mom's and dad's savings for the movies, that are just temporarily stored in the brain, and after that, you would go, "OH MAN, I regret watching that damn movie!"


3. Vacationing abroad, how about Disneyland mommy!
-Well, for richies thanks for downloading your sweet, fun photos of your family's vacation in the place call overseas. This somehow, arouse jealousy among many including me to be frank. As for childish people, they would tend to follow the trend, by doing the same thing, of vacationing overseas...MOMMY take me to Disneyland, I wanna meet Buzz Light Year!!



...to be continued...

Physics....tak faham, then forget it!

My kitab for physics

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

our father of physics...oopps...terover puji giancoli..

LATE Night with the girls.

Finally, it's the mid-semester break. Although I will only be relaxing and enjoying a-ONE WEEK holiday, still, a holiday must be fulfilled with lots of fun and rejuvenation. Am I right?

Last night, everyone was having their end wits finishing whatever laboratory reports and assignments before returning to home-sweet-home. I had this gathering with my housemates at Room D till we didn't notice it almost 1.00 a.m in the morning. It might be common to those hostelers, staying up chit chatting and laughing, but it was my first experience. It was a complete ladies night, where we talked about BOYS, about SHOPPING, about things that girls usually talk among themselves. I enjoyed the moment to the max :D  {a bit of a jacoon }

My apartment, consists of 8 rooms, which each equipped 2 tenants. I am in the room A, with my roommate name Aishah. She's so hardworking, and sometimes I feel bad for not being able to be as hardworking as she is. Her brothers and sisters are now well-being people, one of her brothers, graduated as a medical doctor, and one of her sister is currently a lecturer in Perlis. It is so amazing!

I am in group B1, and two housemates are in the same major group B, they are Huda who is in group B5 and Hajira who is in Group B4. So we usually share the same lecture class. I can mingle so well with Hajira, and I often hang out at her room for a nice break, talking, talking, and chatting for hours. Her roommate, Adibah is a very nice girl, and she never went out for a movie! Wow!

There is another girl named Shahira, who always come to our room, and asking what we are doing. She's friendly and open-minded, she's also very sexy oops..her roommate, is intelligent, and can be considered as daring, after hearing her side of the stories of having a fight with an indian lady and a pengkid. Haha!

One girl came from Johor, named Halimah is a korean-fanatic! Always with her korean songs whatsoever. She dreams of marrying one of the member is the TVSQ or DBSK boy band. She's gorgeous, fair, blind as wearing thick lens of glasses, and I like all her clothes! They are beautiful! 

Basically, the girls night was fun, although we end up sleeping late, and waking up late the next morning. Maybe all of us can go for a stroll or shopping or maybe a movie together in the future. Overall, I love my housemates!!

When the backbone is missing

if only you could feel what I feel

Please my dear friends, I am begging !! Begging that you could at least PLAY your role in our work here in UiTM. Stop thinking about loitering around, dating around or playing around, BE SERIOUS PLEASE!! I am tired. I wish I can yell this word in front of you! But, I won't do that because I know, it's not appropriate. I wish you could, BEHAVE like a student, THINK more like a student, don't depend on me too much! Please...to make our work done, to make our work fulfilled and satisfying, please PLAY YOUR ROLE, CONTRIBUTE SOMETHING, CONTRIBUTE IDEAS and CONTRIBUTE USEFUL ADVICE. I hate when some of you keep waiting for me for ideas, keep waiting for me to tell you what to do, keep waiting for me to make things right. It disturbs me! I need friends who can BE TOGETHER, WHEN TIME IS HARSH AND WHEN TIME IS WONDERFUL. I need these friends to cherish the moment while we are studying here. Please, BE that kind of friends.

The Tests here in UiTM

Assalamualaikum dear readers,

Well, the tests I for Biology, Mathematics and Chemistry are now a history. Yay! But, there will be a nightmare as tomorrow, the fearsome test for Physics will be endured by the foundation in science's students. I guess I am done with the studying and revising, just wanting to relax for now, while searching for some information regarding my biology experiment. 

 My aim to get 30/30 for chemistry had now vanished thanks to my non-ending careless mistakes I always do. To be frank, mine was just 27.5 out of 30, which can be considered as typical as it will only contribute 9.2 marks for the final. I don't know for biology, since I knew I didn't perform my best on Saturday, during the test. Hmmm....

For this upcoming Physics, there will lots of questions regarding projectile motion and vectors I think. Vectors are so important right now, have to understand the cross and the dot product in every detail to master them very well. Once you misconception, you are wrong forever! 

Whatever it is, study...there's the only word I know for now, that always been flying around my head, no others. Allah is my companion for now, to give me strength and to allow me to do the best. In what ever event I am encountering or had encountered, there must be a silver lining....just have to be patient. 

Kenapa aku tension di saat test menjelma?

Relaxla ....test je ...bukannya final exam...betul tak? Bukannya soalan yang keluar nanti susah-susah, putar belit macam final exam, betul tak? Habis tu, kenapa jauh di lubuk hati, aku rasa takut? Jantung berdegup kencang tatkala mengigatkan seseorang yang kusayang dalam diam test yang akan menjelma dan akan diduduki pada keesokkan harinya, bermula pada pukul 9.00 pagi dan berakhir pada pukul 12.00 tengah hari? Satu subjek hanya satu jam je untuk test, tu pun entah berapa peratus akan ditambah ke dalam final...tapi still penting betul tak? Kena study la nampaknya.....COMPULSORY.

Di sini juga, tempat aku luahkan segala yang terpendam dalam sanubari...di mana aku akui aku selalu perlekehkan UiTM...lebih-lebih lagi sejak masuk asasi ni...ada je yang tak kena. Korang boleh refer previous post aku....korang ada tanya tak mengapa budak ni....kerek je...poyo je..macam la bagus sangat kan? Memang aku tak bagus sangat.....jauh sekali boleh dikatakan bijak....ataupun genius...Genius itu tidak penting ya para pembaca sekalian? Baru-baru ni quiz, markah aku bukannya bagus sangat pun, tak dapat pun full marks...walaupun kebanyakan soalan yang keluar aku dah lalui semasa berada di Presco...cis Presco lagi...apa benda nya presco ni, korang tertanya-tanya kan? Aku nasihatkan biar aku sahaja yang tau apa tu presco...ahaks..:(

Esok ada test bio dan math...dua2 aku risau...bio walaupun nampak mudah, tapi kadang2 boleh buat gementar jugak. Aku paling benci structure la, yang glucose, protein semua tu....ish2...aku tak suke lukis benda tu semua, tapi terpaksalah kan? Math pun aku risau...sebab math la aku rasa paling annoying dan melecehkan...kecuali tajuk baru, derivative yang tidak akan masuk dalam test kali ini. Bab function cari domain dan range, bukan main confusing bagi aku...lagi banyak kali aku berbincang dengan rakan-rakan tajuk ni, lagi pening dibuatnya....apa lah kan? *Sigh*

 Aku juga risau untuk Physics....dan Chemistry, pendek kata untuk keempat-empat subjek aku bukannya terer sangat, semuanya uncertain....semuanya nampak kelam, sesiapa yang usaha lebih yang itulah yang akan menggondol tempat teratas dan lebih selamatlah dia...jadi mulai sekarang kenalah Belajar LIKE MAD DOG!! Aku tak suke, hari2 setiap malam, duduk dalam bilik yang sepi menelaah pelajaran sampai lewat malam, sakit pinggang tau tak? Aku perlukan TELEVISYEN....tapi nanti distracted pulak...aish baik takyah...

Sekarang ni, cakap banyak pun tak guna, kenalah tawakal tatkala sudah berusaha, dan berserah sahaja kepada yang MAHA ESA. Minta bimbingan DIA untuk kembalikan semula apa yang telah dipelajari, apa yang telah DIA tunjukkan, apa yang telah DIA berkati semula kepada kita. Mudah-mudahan perjalanan kita ke arah kemudahan untuk menjawab test....dipermudahkan dan diperlicinkan. 

* Living here, studying here in Foundation In Science, always remind me of uncertainty. With lots of intelligent, high potential students, the place to be among the best, is so limiting. I need to struggle, I still see uncertainty. But, even though I cried knowing that it's hard to be among the best, to be a winner among the winners, I still have to STRUGGLE...although I am sick of playing hard, studying hard like what I had encountered in high school. You are right Dr Zul....I am now in a jungle, where trees are high, bushes are everywhere, it is so damp, wet and slippery, and haven't find the true path that reach me to my destiny*