Hello people! While I am free, I think I should be updating my dearest blog. Yeah, and walla now here I am. So, just now, I went to purchase some new school uniforms, I just bought two baju kurung, no kain, a headscarf and a pair of black shoes. Yeah people, I am a prefect. This actually meant I am ready to go to school.
And, I also went to Tesco, accompanying my parents to buy some daily essentials. I felt like I was the only child. I like accompanying my parents alone, without my brother and sister, whom I felt bored to be with these days. Maybe because we're now grown-ups.
Whilst I was running around in Tesco, picking and putting down the vegies, I met my Physic Teacher. She is Puan Suzita. Have I mentioned that she is the most fierce teacher I ever had? Yeah probably. Well, I must admit that she was strict. To my suprise, she informed a bad news. She said that, she won't be teaching the 5 Amanah next year. She will be teaching in the afternoon session, and so does Puan Julaina, my biology teacher. Thanks God, I'll still be having my Chemistry teacher, Puan Badria. Yeah!! I just love Puan Badria. She rocks!
Even though, I had said bad things about Puan Suzita these whiles, but I never thought she won't be teaching us anymore. Well, I even did the rocket project that she was asking for. And, god! It was tiring, luckily my sister lended some help. I already told this to Chiam, just her. And, she thought I was joking. Hahaha;D.
Above all, I hope I'll be having new good teachers by next year. Maybe some old teachers. Maybe our poor results make the school changes those teachers. Well, this is life people. People come and go. We're the main cast, and those around us, are just co-cast. Haha;D.
And, yeah happy new year!
The Entity
- dayanaazhar:)
- Kajang, Selangor, Malaysia
- Assalamualaikum. Writing all the way from Belgaum, Karnataka, India. Missing Malaysia so much. But everything is just perfectly fine here. India makes people not just live, but SURVIVE. :)
Tuesday, 30 December 2008
Monday, 29 December 2008
hijrahkan diri anda
Kali ni aku tak tau kenapa? tapi aku takde mood nak blog dalam english language. Sebab apa? Sebab aku rasa, dah lama para pembaca blog aku yang tak berapa nak banyak tu tak lihat blog ni dilayan dalam Bahasa Melayu, bahasa ibunda kita, ye kan? Katakan ye semua.
Hari ni umat Islam menyambut Maal Hihrah, atau Awal Muharram. Alhamdulillah. Sudah 1430 Hijrah tahun Islam. Lama dah Nabi Muhammad S.A.W, berhijrah. Berhijrah ni bukannye hanya bermaksud berhijrah dari one spot ke one spot yang lain, tetapi hijrah juga merujuk kepada perubahan. Tak kisah la perubahan apa, tapi semestinya perubahan daripada yang buruk kepada yang baik.
Sebelum aku menyentuh mana-mana pihak di luar sana, marilah aku cerita sikit pasal hijrah aku. Kalau 'you all' nak tahu, aku sebenarnya dulu seorang yang teramatlah pasif dan pendiam. Semua orang boleh pijak kepala aku. Sering dibuli oleh rakan-rakan untuk menyiapkan kerja sekolah mereka. Aku tak naklah ungkit kembali kenangan pahit tersebut dan nama-nama mereka yang telah "bersuka-ria" serta 'bermaharajalela' bermain dengan kepandaian aku sebab ini bulan baik kan? Katekanla ye.
Jadi, aku ni selalu la disuruhkan, dan aku tau korang mesti rasa aku ni lurus bendul kan? Katekanla tidak. Aku mengalami peristiwa ini sampaila aku habis sekolah rendah. Kat sekolah menengah ni happy sikit. Aku pun berubah. Aku jadi lebih tegas. Dan lebih crazy for power. Asyik-asyik nak jadi ketua and leader. Macamla power sangat kan? Katekanla 'ye...u mmg power'.
So, tahun 2008 pun bakal menutupkan tirai. Dulu aku betul2 nak tahun ni berakhir sebab tak sanggup menghadapi liku2 kehidupan. Kenapakah itu? Sedangkan aku ini masih muda mcm batang jagung je. Dah tak sanggup? Sekarang aku betul-betul kesal. Kesal sebab tidak menghargai masa-masa muda sebagai anak remaja berusia 16 tahun. Aku juga kesal sebab tak layan cikgu-cikgu dengan baik, dan senior yang aku sayangi dengan baik. Kesal sangat. Tapi apa boleh buat? Nasi sudah basi...:C
Tahun 2009 bakal muncul, aku pulak kena bertungkus-lumus untuk mempersiapkan diri dan memperhambakan diri untuk SPM. SPM ni bukan calang-calang, aku perlukan 11 A yang aku nak tu, bukan untuk tunjuk lagak seperti sesetengah orang fikir, tapi untuk 'upgrade' sikit diri ni. Aku jugak ada responsibility untuk mengharumkan nama sekolah. Yelaa...dah banyak tahun sekolah tu berjasa untuk aku betul tak? So, kenalah usaha lebih lagi, tak boleh dah hangat-hangat tahi ayam. Tak boleh dah berblogging..walaupun aku ni mempunyai passion yang tinggi dalam bidang ni, walaupun tak memberikan aku apa2 faedah. No more chatting and no more angau? Eh pernah angau ke aku ni? Entahla...
Tengok adik2, sukarkan nak jadi dewasa? Banyak benda kena ada dalam kepala otak. Kejap fikir kenapa kawan tadi tak balas-balas message kite, kejap lagi fikir bilelah boleh kerja dan dapat duit sendiri. Best tau jadi kanak-kanak riang, so janganlah bazirkan masa adik-adik. Hormati dan sayangilaa semua yang ada di sekeliling adik-adik.
Dan untuk abang-abang, kakak, pak cik mak cik semua, yang mengenali diri saya yang takla famous atau secantik orang yang anda kenali yang lebih cantik, maafkan laa segala kesalahan saya. Dan, marilah kita hijrahkan diri, dari malas jadi rajin, dari tembam kepada slim, dari mulut celupar kepada pendiam, dan dari pendek kepada tinggi. Sekian, thank you.
Hari ni umat Islam menyambut Maal Hihrah, atau Awal Muharram. Alhamdulillah. Sudah 1430 Hijrah tahun Islam. Lama dah Nabi Muhammad S.A.W, berhijrah. Berhijrah ni bukannye hanya bermaksud berhijrah dari one spot ke one spot yang lain, tetapi hijrah juga merujuk kepada perubahan. Tak kisah la perubahan apa, tapi semestinya perubahan daripada yang buruk kepada yang baik.
Sebelum aku menyentuh mana-mana pihak di luar sana, marilah aku cerita sikit pasal hijrah aku. Kalau 'you all' nak tahu, aku sebenarnya dulu seorang yang teramatlah pasif dan pendiam. Semua orang boleh pijak kepala aku. Sering dibuli oleh rakan-rakan untuk menyiapkan kerja sekolah mereka. Aku tak naklah ungkit kembali kenangan pahit tersebut dan nama-nama mereka yang telah "bersuka-ria" serta 'bermaharajalela' bermain dengan kepandaian aku sebab ini bulan baik kan? Katekanla ye.
Jadi, aku ni selalu la disuruhkan, dan aku tau korang mesti rasa aku ni lurus bendul kan? Katekanla tidak. Aku mengalami peristiwa ini sampaila aku habis sekolah rendah. Kat sekolah menengah ni happy sikit. Aku pun berubah. Aku jadi lebih tegas. Dan lebih crazy for power. Asyik-asyik nak jadi ketua and leader. Macamla power sangat kan? Katekanla 'ye...u mmg power'.
So, tahun 2008 pun bakal menutupkan tirai. Dulu aku betul2 nak tahun ni berakhir sebab tak sanggup menghadapi liku2 kehidupan. Kenapakah itu? Sedangkan aku ini masih muda mcm batang jagung je. Dah tak sanggup? Sekarang aku betul-betul kesal. Kesal sebab tidak menghargai masa-masa muda sebagai anak remaja berusia 16 tahun. Aku juga kesal sebab tak layan cikgu-cikgu dengan baik, dan senior yang aku sayangi dengan baik. Kesal sangat. Tapi apa boleh buat? Nasi sudah basi...:C
Tahun 2009 bakal muncul, aku pulak kena bertungkus-lumus untuk mempersiapkan diri dan memperhambakan diri untuk SPM. SPM ni bukan calang-calang, aku perlukan 11 A yang aku nak tu, bukan untuk tunjuk lagak seperti sesetengah orang fikir, tapi untuk 'upgrade' sikit diri ni. Aku jugak ada responsibility untuk mengharumkan nama sekolah. Yelaa...dah banyak tahun sekolah tu berjasa untuk aku betul tak? So, kenalah usaha lebih lagi, tak boleh dah hangat-hangat tahi ayam. Tak boleh dah berblogging..walaupun aku ni mempunyai passion yang tinggi dalam bidang ni, walaupun tak memberikan aku apa2 faedah. No more chatting and no more angau? Eh pernah angau ke aku ni? Entahla...
Tengok adik2, sukarkan nak jadi dewasa? Banyak benda kena ada dalam kepala otak. Kejap fikir kenapa kawan tadi tak balas-balas message kite, kejap lagi fikir bilelah boleh kerja dan dapat duit sendiri. Best tau jadi kanak-kanak riang, so janganlah bazirkan masa adik-adik. Hormati dan sayangilaa semua yang ada di sekeliling adik-adik.
Dan untuk abang-abang, kakak, pak cik mak cik semua, yang mengenali diri saya yang takla famous atau secantik orang yang anda kenali yang lebih cantik, maafkan laa segala kesalahan saya. Dan, marilah kita hijrahkan diri, dari malas jadi rajin, dari tembam kepada slim, dari mulut celupar kepada pendiam, dan dari pendek kepada tinggi. Sekian, thank you.
some pictures :D
Welcome people! Yeah, it is my brother with my little cutest niece, Khayra. And yesterday, mom, dad, my little sis, and I, went to Klang to visit this little toddler. She hurt her little finger, because last Wednesday, a CPU fell on her little finger, and she got her finger cut. Now, she had a few stitches. Poor little Khayra.:c
This was taken on the first week of the holidays. This was on my sister's dinner party, to celebrate her 'victory' in her recent UPSR. From left; Brother Indra, my brother (Rid) and my dad. Busy eating 'kerang bakar'.
My niece from Kedah, and her name is Farah. She is smart and sly. Taken on Hari Raya Haji.
Mimi and I, on our hanging-out day in Midvalley a week before Hari Raya Aldiladha. Miss her though:9
The novel I read and finished reading it faster than I expected. A good and light story and it got some hanky panky jokes here and there. Good for girls, bad for guys! (obviously seen from the cover)
A picture taken in Kuala Selangor. Can't recall when exactly....:D I am fat! Haizz...pity
Ah, I miss Agricultural Science Class so much ;c. Anyway, this was taken when I was washing the beras pulut, to make tapai pulut. Hehe:D
This was my school's Prefect's Feast. A fun one I had since the last one last year. Held in the school's canteen. In the photo, were Rashid, who played the guitar, and Anis, whom was singing.
Taken last Saturday, the 28th December. My cousin's engagement ceremony. Can you detect which one is her? I am on the very left sitting on the couch. Those on the right are my cousins.
Yeah, I just like my name. Isn't it cute? hahaha:DoK, that's all for now;D
Wednesday, 24 December 2008
A Girl's Wonderful Gift
Every girl deserves the best in her life. Well I am not saying this because I am a girl, but basically, in my point of view, if there is no girl, there won't be any women, and when there is no women, who can breed the males. Lol.
Ok, forget about the above statement, but I really need to stress on a girl's wonderful gift. Actually, God gave a wonderful gift to every girl lives on Earth. That gift is the girl's purity. Every girl is born as a pure angel and can bring laughter to the family who owns them.
Now let's go through a chat between a monk and a girl, named Fiona.
Monk: Hello, what's your name my dear girl?
Fiona: Oh, hello. You can call me Fiona.
Monk: Your grandmother told me that you're going to be having your 21st birthday party?
Fiona: Yeah. She handles it. She is the one who got overly excited.
Monk: 21 years of age is freedom if I am not mistaken. You must be really happy. You're going to going through a phase of adulthood.
Fiona: Oh. Yeah. I am supposing I am.
Monk: And...as you know what my dear. You are supposed to have a girl's most wonderful gift.
Fiona: Huh? What's that. A barbie doll or something?
Monk: No. You see, Fiona. Actually you are gifted with a girl's most wonderful gift. And no one can take that away from you except for a man. Do you get me?
Fiona: Huh.
Monk: You see dear. If you give your wonderful gift away before the right time, and to the right man. You might have to buy a sweater for your husband.
Fiona: Ok....a sweater. That's sound nice.
Monk: No..you didn't get it yet do you? I am saying this because, I believe you can give your wonderful gift at the right moment, and when there is the right guy.
Fiona: Listen monk!! (getting furious) I know what you're trying to tell me. And, for you own sake of information, I already gave my wonderful gift. And I lost it a long time ago. Happy with that?
Monk: Oh dear! My LORD!! I think I need my Bible with me!
Fiona: No, I think you need my grandma to buy you a coffin! *grin*
So there you have it....another piece of information from Dayana:)
*Don't ever acted like Fiona*
*Don't ever acted like Fiona*
Tuesday, 23 December 2008
Thinking Of the Future
Yep, I'm thinking of the future. You see, as in daily tabloids, we can see that Malaysia is running out of doctors. We need to reach the ratio of 1:600, which is one doctor serving 600 patients, and we are now in the ratio 0f 1: 1500. So yeah. Doctors are crucially need by the Malaysian government.
As days passed, and now sadly to say that holidays will be saying goodbye in another less than 2 weeks period to come, I have to start thinking of my future. What am I in 10 years from now? Maybe I am a wife to a baby? I don't know. Sometimes I do want to seek for psychic to see my future, but of course that is against Islam, so sorry I can't.
Next year, 2009, will be the darkest yet a challenging year for me and people of the same age of me. The fact that we are going to be having SPM is freaking me to death already. Why? Because holly blood, I don't think I am ready. My expectation to conquer everything in form 4 syllabus is just somewhat a "lame expectation", since I haven't conquered them yet. How am I supposed to earn 11 A1's next year?
Plus, I will be the assistant of Ketua Pengawas next year. It will be such an enormous responsibility right? It is just freaking me out to get to know that I'll be having to lead a troop of prefects together with Radhi, and some of the prefects are form six, who are older than I am. So, it is gonna be tough as it seems.
And, after SPM? What will I be doing? Maybe part time jobs. You see, as we grew older, do we really feel comfortable to let our parents buy things we need? As for me, I feel very awkward. I need to earn money by myself and paid bills myself. So, maybe part time jobs I will be doing by next year. Then, college. Gosh. Hope it will be easy. I'm hoping to go to UIAM. Pursuing medicine as my core of studies. I know becoming a doctor is hard. Books will be everywhere and that will the life I have to cope with. Yes! I am ready for it!
Then, life after college. Work. My friends have this vision which they thought I will be a workaholic person. Wow! Maybe I will after all. And as a competitive person, I really need to work hard to achieve my dreams. Got to earn good cash, buy a house on my own, a personal car, renovating my room according to my taste and everything counts on what I like. Next, marriage. Marriage is somehow, a very sensitive issue. I would like to have an ordinary family like everyone else, with good hubby who cares, and children on my own. Hopefully it comes true.
As days passed, and now sadly to say that holidays will be saying goodbye in another less than 2 weeks period to come, I have to start thinking of my future. What am I in 10 years from now? Maybe I am a wife to a baby? I don't know. Sometimes I do want to seek for psychic to see my future, but of course that is against Islam, so sorry I can't.
Next year, 2009, will be the darkest yet a challenging year for me and people of the same age of me. The fact that we are going to be having SPM is freaking me to death already. Why? Because holly blood, I don't think I am ready. My expectation to conquer everything in form 4 syllabus is just somewhat a "lame expectation", since I haven't conquered them yet. How am I supposed to earn 11 A1's next year?
Plus, I will be the assistant of Ketua Pengawas next year. It will be such an enormous responsibility right? It is just freaking me out to get to know that I'll be having to lead a troop of prefects together with Radhi, and some of the prefects are form six, who are older than I am. So, it is gonna be tough as it seems.
And, after SPM? What will I be doing? Maybe part time jobs. You see, as we grew older, do we really feel comfortable to let our parents buy things we need? As for me, I feel very awkward. I need to earn money by myself and paid bills myself. So, maybe part time jobs I will be doing by next year. Then, college. Gosh. Hope it will be easy. I'm hoping to go to UIAM. Pursuing medicine as my core of studies. I know becoming a doctor is hard. Books will be everywhere and that will the life I have to cope with. Yes! I am ready for it!
Then, life after college. Work. My friends have this vision which they thought I will be a workaholic person. Wow! Maybe I will after all. And as a competitive person, I really need to work hard to achieve my dreams. Got to earn good cash, buy a house on my own, a personal car, renovating my room according to my taste and everything counts on what I like. Next, marriage. Marriage is somehow, a very sensitive issue. I would like to have an ordinary family like everyone else, with good hubby who cares, and children on my own. Hopefully it comes true.
Monday, 22 December 2008
I couldn't answer these :((
There're somethings that I could not answer like things listed below:
1. People asked: How did you be so tall?
-I don't know might be the perfect answer. You see, maybe at the height of 165 cm, I might not be as tall as Amber Chia, but believe it or not, I can be considered as the tallest girl in my family. Either on my father's or mother's side. My aunts, and uncles, including cousins, would be asking this silly question every time I return to kampung. For a more sarcastic answer, it would be:
2. People asked: Which university are u studying at?
-I hate this very one. To their suprise, I am just 16 and going to be 17 next year, still do I really look like a college student? They said I look overly matured. The answer to this silly question would be:
3. People asked: How did you study?
-I am not trying to be a stuck up, but come on, get real, I study by myself and study at school, and my results has nothing to do with you. Of course, as some said a smart member of the family, people always tend to ask me how did I study? Did I make timetables? or do I have some magic potion? The answer is no, I dont do timetables, I dont drink potions, I just do some little notes to every little thing I learn at school or at home and pray a lot.
4. People asked: Dena ada boyfriend tak?
-Another throwing up question. If I did have one, is it a problem with you? No, right? So what's the big deal. In the meantime, I do like someone and that's all I can say. I am still young by the way, there are still abundant things for me to explore, to see and to conquer.
5. People asked: selalu keluar ke?
-The answer will be a "NO". You see, I am a home-based kid. I stay at home, and I love home for the time being. I only go out with people I feel comfortable with. And, of course, only when I have cash so that I can spend.
6. People asked: why are you using celcom? use maxis!
-Well people, we live in a multiracial, multireligion and a peace and freedom country where every citizen has his or her own right to do whatever he or she wants. So, that include the usage of telecommunication service. You see, celcom is a very friendly user service, I used Xpax, and I can send a SMS to my friends who used Xpax too, for a cent. It's saving. Plus, I look cool using Celcom. Checkout, Celcom's UOPax and SOPax, really cool though.
7. People asked: What's your ambition?
-Hmm, to be frank, I still haven't decided it yet. I am a kind of person who is hard to make decisions. And, sometimes, my ambitions changed. At one time, I would like to be a fashion tycoon, then after pursuing pure science, I think I can be a doctor. Whatever it is, I just want to have a job that I am suited with plus can make me earn cash to support the increasing cost of living.
8. People asked: Kenapa tak pergi asrama?
-Yeah, after succeeding in PMR recently, people asked me this nasty questions over and over again. Let me tell you that I didn't get any offers and now, I don't think I can stay in a dorm sharing bathrooms, and sleep with 10 other girls. I need privacy.
9. People asked: Dapat berapa A dalam exam hari tu?
-This is a hard one. I always need to have good Aces in my examinations in order to answer this question, that is always ask by my aunts, uncles, cousins, ex friends and all. I hate this one actually, and you know what, its not easy to obtain Aces, and I am still not sure whether Aces can bring me to a better sort of life.
10. People asked: Berapa berat kamu?
-Damn, what the fish!! Why do you need my weight or mass? It got nothing to do with your life!! The only person who really know about my weight is my P.E teacher, Cikgu Dzul. It's a secret! No way I am gonna tell you that.
1. People asked: How did you be so tall?
-I don't know might be the perfect answer. You see, maybe at the height of 165 cm, I might not be as tall as Amber Chia, but believe it or not, I can be considered as the tallest girl in my family. Either on my father's or mother's side. My aunts, and uncles, including cousins, would be asking this silly question every time I return to kampung. For a more sarcastic answer, it would be:
"makan cheese banyak-banyak. sure jadi tinggi"
2. People asked: Which university are u studying at?
-I hate this very one. To their suprise, I am just 16 and going to be 17 next year, still do I really look like a college student? They said I look overly matured. The answer to this silly question would be:
"oh saya dah kerja dah" or "no laa, saya baru tingkatan 4" (duh...)
3. People asked: How did you study?
-I am not trying to be a stuck up, but come on, get real, I study by myself and study at school, and my results has nothing to do with you. Of course, as some said a smart member of the family, people always tend to ask me how did I study? Did I make timetables? or do I have some magic potion? The answer is no, I dont do timetables, I dont drink potions, I just do some little notes to every little thing I learn at school or at home and pray a lot.
4. People asked: Dena ada boyfriend tak?
-Another throwing up question. If I did have one, is it a problem with you? No, right? So what's the big deal. In the meantime, I do like someone and that's all I can say. I am still young by the way, there are still abundant things for me to explore, to see and to conquer.
5. People asked: selalu keluar ke?
-The answer will be a "NO". You see, I am a home-based kid. I stay at home, and I love home for the time being. I only go out with people I feel comfortable with. And, of course, only when I have cash so that I can spend.
6. People asked: why are you using celcom? use maxis!
-Well people, we live in a multiracial, multireligion and a peace and freedom country where every citizen has his or her own right to do whatever he or she wants. So, that include the usage of telecommunication service. You see, celcom is a very friendly user service, I used Xpax, and I can send a SMS to my friends who used Xpax too, for a cent. It's saving. Plus, I look cool using Celcom. Checkout, Celcom's UOPax and SOPax, really cool though.
7. People asked: What's your ambition?
-Hmm, to be frank, I still haven't decided it yet. I am a kind of person who is hard to make decisions. And, sometimes, my ambitions changed. At one time, I would like to be a fashion tycoon, then after pursuing pure science, I think I can be a doctor. Whatever it is, I just want to have a job that I am suited with plus can make me earn cash to support the increasing cost of living.
8. People asked: Kenapa tak pergi asrama?
-Yeah, after succeeding in PMR recently, people asked me this nasty questions over and over again. Let me tell you that I didn't get any offers and now, I don't think I can stay in a dorm sharing bathrooms, and sleep with 10 other girls. I need privacy.
9. People asked: Dapat berapa A dalam exam hari tu?
-This is a hard one. I always need to have good Aces in my examinations in order to answer this question, that is always ask by my aunts, uncles, cousins, ex friends and all. I hate this one actually, and you know what, its not easy to obtain Aces, and I am still not sure whether Aces can bring me to a better sort of life.
10. People asked: Berapa berat kamu?
-Damn, what the fish!! Why do you need my weight or mass? It got nothing to do with your life!! The only person who really know about my weight is my P.E teacher, Cikgu Dzul. It's a secret! No way I am gonna tell you that.
Sunday, 21 December 2008
Dah siap ke??
Chiam, kawan baikku, yang satu-satunye berbangsa Cina, menghantar kiriman sms pada suatu hari.
To my suprise, I didn't even notice or realise that I have those exercises. Haih....:(
Let me blab right now, that I, have to complete all the questions starting from chapter 1 to 5. AH...!!
so yeah baby, I'll be busy completing them all, since I only have 2 weeks before school reopens.
School reopens, and I'll be having rivals? Wah!! And not to mention, the water rocket, crap I forgot to buy the tapeS I need. Ah
"Dena, u dah siap latihan physics?"
To my suprise, I didn't even notice or realise that I have those exercises. Haih....:(
Let me blab right now, that I, have to complete all the questions starting from chapter 1 to 5. AH...!!
so yeah baby, I'll be busy completing them all, since I only have 2 weeks before school reopens.
School reopens, and I'll be having rivals? Wah!! And not to mention, the water rocket, crap I forgot to buy the tapeS I need. Ah
10 Things that show How Weird I Am
Fine, some people discreetly thought I am weird. Let's see if I noticed what are the things that make me weird.
1. I have 7 email addresses
-yeah, why did I need 7 email addresses? The fact that I am not any valuable person or a VIP, and I still have these email addresses. The truth is I actually like to see my names before the yahoo.com, hotmail.com, or gmail.com. They seem very neat and how can I say, hmm, probably I just can satisfy myself by doing that. I have 3 email addresses with yahoo, which I used for instant messaging. And only two of them are actively used as real email, which is to send mails, attachments and etc.
2. I don't really chat with girls
-maybe this is why I am a girl. You see, nature makes me attracts to men only. Well, I must admit that sometimes I feel bored chatting with girls, because for me, hey, I am a girl, so you are a girl too, so what can we talk about? As a result of this, my yahoo messenger's list is now full of guys, some I knew and some well, just cyberly known. There are only 5 girls that I currently chatted with, whom are, Huda, Aina, Fatin Aina and Chiam and Farhana Zain.
3. I easily forget things I read
-ok, this one is kinda critical problem I want to get rid off. I easily forget things I read, just in 5 minutes or less. Let say I read about the anaerobic respiration, so if I want to blog it out, I have to exactly bring the article with me, as I cannot remember anything about it. Since I am encountering with such a problem, I am worried that I might be unable to do SPM with a grace heart.
4. I like men who are lefthanded
-great, another weird thing. I don't know if this is true, but I really fond to guys who are left handed. I see them as unique humans, who can write and do almost everything with the left hand. Like, my brother for instance, he can play badminton with his left hand, and the teacher at school, was so amazed, as she said, left handed players, have such a great potential to be a great player. *even my ex bf is left handed, lol*
5. I can only cook, if the ingredients are there in front of me
-I am not a great cook. At the age of 16 years old, and 6 months, I am a girl who can't cook. How's great is that? My friend Durrah for instance, can already cook for the family, meanwhile I still feel awkward when holding the knife. So, yes, if the ingredients for the menu are in front of me, I can definitely cook with ease, just like what you watch in the television.
6. I hate shopping
-I am not a great shopper, and I hate shopping! I don't know why, but I just hate it, especially window shopping. For me, if we want to go shopping, we must have the money, then we can get what we want, without making the salesgirls, or salesmen, become annoyed. Plus, I hate those salesgirls and salesmen!
7. I hate people forcing me to eat
-I don't like when people kept forcing me to eat. It's like they treat me as if I am still a little girl who needs to be spoonfed. Get real! I am a grown up lady, and I know when I need to feed myself.
8. I can't love someone else if I already did
-I am too loyal. That's my problem. I can't let things I like being swifted away by others. So, I am searching for things or people that I can have for ever and after.
9. My hobbies are random
-I don't know what I like actually. I don't know what my hobbies are. Maybe drawing, but I don't really draw nowadays. Let say chatting, nah, I don't really chat nowadays. So, see I don't know.
10. I hate Malay Novels
- Yeah, bukan nak berlagak. But, I really despise Malay novels, because of the extreme weird names of the characters, and the lame plot. So, I just read English Novels. That's all.
1. I have 7 email addresses
-yeah, why did I need 7 email addresses? The fact that I am not any valuable person or a VIP, and I still have these email addresses. The truth is I actually like to see my names before the yahoo.com, hotmail.com, or gmail.com. They seem very neat and how can I say, hmm, probably I just can satisfy myself by doing that. I have 3 email addresses with yahoo, which I used for instant messaging. And only two of them are actively used as real email, which is to send mails, attachments and etc.
2. I don't really chat with girls
-maybe this is why I am a girl. You see, nature makes me attracts to men only. Well, I must admit that sometimes I feel bored chatting with girls, because for me, hey, I am a girl, so you are a girl too, so what can we talk about? As a result of this, my yahoo messenger's list is now full of guys, some I knew and some well, just cyberly known. There are only 5 girls that I currently chatted with, whom are, Huda, Aina, Fatin Aina and Chiam and Farhana Zain.
3. I easily forget things I read
-ok, this one is kinda critical problem I want to get rid off. I easily forget things I read, just in 5 minutes or less. Let say I read about the anaerobic respiration, so if I want to blog it out, I have to exactly bring the article with me, as I cannot remember anything about it. Since I am encountering with such a problem, I am worried that I might be unable to do SPM with a grace heart.
4. I like men who are lefthanded
-great, another weird thing. I don't know if this is true, but I really fond to guys who are left handed. I see them as unique humans, who can write and do almost everything with the left hand. Like, my brother for instance, he can play badminton with his left hand, and the teacher at school, was so amazed, as she said, left handed players, have such a great potential to be a great player. *even my ex bf is left handed, lol*
5. I can only cook, if the ingredients are there in front of me
-I am not a great cook. At the age of 16 years old, and 6 months, I am a girl who can't cook. How's great is that? My friend Durrah for instance, can already cook for the family, meanwhile I still feel awkward when holding the knife. So, yes, if the ingredients for the menu are in front of me, I can definitely cook with ease, just like what you watch in the television.
6. I hate shopping
-I am not a great shopper, and I hate shopping! I don't know why, but I just hate it, especially window shopping. For me, if we want to go shopping, we must have the money, then we can get what we want, without making the salesgirls, or salesmen, become annoyed. Plus, I hate those salesgirls and salesmen!
7. I hate people forcing me to eat
-I don't like when people kept forcing me to eat. It's like they treat me as if I am still a little girl who needs to be spoonfed. Get real! I am a grown up lady, and I know when I need to feed myself.
8. I can't love someone else if I already did
-I am too loyal. That's my problem. I can't let things I like being swifted away by others. So, I am searching for things or people that I can have for ever and after.
9. My hobbies are random
-I don't know what I like actually. I don't know what my hobbies are. Maybe drawing, but I don't really draw nowadays. Let say chatting, nah, I don't really chat nowadays. So, see I don't know.
10. I hate Malay Novels
- Yeah, bukan nak berlagak. But, I really despise Malay novels, because of the extreme weird names of the characters, and the lame plot. So, I just read English Novels. That's all.
Saturday, 20 December 2008
I almost fainted:0
Yeah people, guess what, I almost fainted!! What the FISH!
Fine, it went like this. This very morning, around 7 am, I decided to go for a jog around the neighborhood, and luckily my sister was willing to keep me company. So yeah, it has been such a long time since I last jogged, I guess that happened 2 weeks ago? Yeah, maybe, so you can definitely tell if I've earn such an enormous gain of weight, and yeah, for girls this is A NO-NO!!
So, we jogged at this steep lonely road, the road is not so busy, and currently has become the major spot for people around my place to jog, to dating and whatsoever. As I thought I had recovered fully from my 4 days fever, I thought I could run up the steep road, since I need to strengthen my stamina and my cardio, so yeah that's what I did. I ran. And not jog. The first attempt, was still a fine one, my heart was beating tremendously, and I walked smoothly for about 30 seconds and continue to run up the steep road again. This time round, I felt dizzy. A never-before dizziness. And, yeah, people, it's actually a sign that I was about to faint.
My sister helped me to stabilise myself. I sat for about a minute, and decided to walk straight home. I walked as fast as I could, since I couldn't bare the deprivation of oxygen. I really need OXYGEN!! When I reached home, I noticed my brother was staring at me. "WAH PUCATNYE!" thats what he said. I helped myself, up the stairs, to my bedroom, looking at the mirror, the reflection of my ownself, who looked as pale as a decease body. I felt like throwing up and quickly went to the bathroom. After that, I washed my face, rip off my clothes, and wrapped myself with a towel and blanketted myself on the bed. I went asleep for an hour I think. Soon as I woke up, I was relief that I was now in normal condition. My oxygen deprivation had been replaced. And, yeah, now I am blogging again.
I never thought that I could just encounter such an incident like this. What would happened if I did faint on the road? AH, maybe this is a sign that tells me
Fine, it went like this. This very morning, around 7 am, I decided to go for a jog around the neighborhood, and luckily my sister was willing to keep me company. So yeah, it has been such a long time since I last jogged, I guess that happened 2 weeks ago? Yeah, maybe, so you can definitely tell if I've earn such an enormous gain of weight, and yeah, for girls this is A NO-NO!!
So, we jogged at this steep lonely road, the road is not so busy, and currently has become the major spot for people around my place to jog, to dating and whatsoever. As I thought I had recovered fully from my 4 days fever, I thought I could run up the steep road, since I need to strengthen my stamina and my cardio, so yeah that's what I did. I ran. And not jog. The first attempt, was still a fine one, my heart was beating tremendously, and I walked smoothly for about 30 seconds and continue to run up the steep road again. This time round, I felt dizzy. A never-before dizziness. And, yeah, people, it's actually a sign that I was about to faint.
My sister helped me to stabilise myself. I sat for about a minute, and decided to walk straight home. I walked as fast as I could, since I couldn't bare the deprivation of oxygen. I really need OXYGEN!! When I reached home, I noticed my brother was staring at me. "WAH PUCATNYE!" thats what he said. I helped myself, up the stairs, to my bedroom, looking at the mirror, the reflection of my ownself, who looked as pale as a decease body. I felt like throwing up and quickly went to the bathroom. After that, I washed my face, rip off my clothes, and wrapped myself with a towel and blanketted myself on the bed. I went asleep for an hour I think. Soon as I woke up, I was relief that I was now in normal condition. My oxygen deprivation had been replaced. And, yeah, now I am blogging again.
I never thought that I could just encounter such an incident like this. What would happened if I did faint on the road? AH, maybe this is a sign that tells me
'DON'T EVER GO JOGGING, IF U'RE ILL'
Friday, 19 December 2008
Being Careful
I'm now using my Internet with care, and why must I do that??
The reason is of course, the congestion of Internet usage has been increasing. I've been trying to connect my Internet since morning, and now I am thankful to be online. Woah. Relief. This means I am addicted to the net.
I also did some revision on Chapter 6, additional math, and I can say, I am not too good. Can't answer 4 questions, and it made me crazy. I don't like the feelings when we are unable to answer several questions which seem easy but the truth is not. I feel like I haven't sleep for days.
I had finished with my Biology's work. Alhamdulillah. The printer had been making quite a hectic problem to me. But, due to patience, it's now working pretty well. The mishap was due to the thickness of the papers I used. You see, my dad, refuses to buy those Double A's because, for him they are expensive, so he bought the tesco brand's paper, which I'd say the low quality papers. *SIGH*
Now, I'm also questioning myself, whether I can study without tutors or otherwise. Yeah, maybe I can do that when I was 15 but now, the atmosphere is very different. The reasons why I am not yet attending any tuition are because, I'm too lazy to get ready for tuition, and also I have this sense that I will quit from attending tuition after 1 month.
After Naqib mentioned about Salt, a chapter in chemistry, I start to ponder around. I didnt read them yet!! And so I did some revisions on the chapter, and I found it hard. Yeah, the term 'hard' now, is like OKAY, EVERYTHING IS HARD. IT IS LIFE, SO WHAT!
The reason is of course, the congestion of Internet usage has been increasing. I've been trying to connect my Internet since morning, and now I am thankful to be online. Woah. Relief. This means I am addicted to the net.
I also did some revision on Chapter 6, additional math, and I can say, I am not too good. Can't answer 4 questions, and it made me crazy. I don't like the feelings when we are unable to answer several questions which seem easy but the truth is not. I feel like I haven't sleep for days.
I had finished with my Biology's work. Alhamdulillah. The printer had been making quite a hectic problem to me. But, due to patience, it's now working pretty well. The mishap was due to the thickness of the papers I used. You see, my dad, refuses to buy those Double A's because, for him they are expensive, so he bought the tesco brand's paper, which I'd say the low quality papers. *SIGH*
Now, I'm also questioning myself, whether I can study without tutors or otherwise. Yeah, maybe I can do that when I was 15 but now, the atmosphere is very different. The reasons why I am not yet attending any tuition are because, I'm too lazy to get ready for tuition, and also I have this sense that I will quit from attending tuition after 1 month.
After Naqib mentioned about Salt, a chapter in chemistry, I start to ponder around. I didnt read them yet!! And so I did some revisions on the chapter, and I found it hard. Yeah, the term 'hard' now, is like OKAY, EVERYTHING IS HARD. IT IS LIFE, SO WHAT!
Plus, I'm having this bad feeling that I have made a friend of mine mad at me for things I did. I kinda shy to apologize, because I've attempted a lot of occurences where the persons I called said that they aren't mad, so it will be like "stupid me, I was just thinking a lot".
Wednesday, 17 December 2008
Could not resist the PAIN
Yes, dear readers, I'm sick. My face now, has this sad puppy look, and you can tell that I'm really SICK.
I don't know, how did I manage to suffer from this bad headache, terrible effluenza, and coughs, but I really know what make me hurt in the heart. And of course, it is not arsclerosis. Far not that. It's something else, which is my private life.
This morning, I woke up at 5:30 am, a credit is given to my noisy squeking alarm clock. I almost deaf, by the way. Actually, my dad asked me to wake up early in the morning, so that I am able to help other family members of mine to awake too, as to do Subuh prayer. But, he too, must understand, that I'M SICK. And he's torturing me to get up early...haih...:(
I hate everything I'm in now. It's cold here, and the coughing is so painful! I look like the nanny in her deathbed already. I did buy the Strepsils, the stronger ones, and ate 2 of them already, and feeling much better, I think. I need antibiotic!!! That's what the thing is!! Yeah, and it has been two days since I've out to jog, damn...I'm becoming fatter, what a disaster.
Another pain which I couldn't resist is about the |private life of mine|. I've been very persuasive sometimes, tying people around me so that they remain by my side all the time, that can be considered as CRUEL. It's hard to understand why I couldn't let things I love or the persons I love go in the flow of their lives and be happy forever and after. *SIGH* Hey, you guys, might think I'm crazy right? Well, nevermind, you can think of it as that, as long as you don't try to make me go to the Tanjung Rambutan.
I must admit, yesterday's chat with the girl really sunken me to the deep blue Atlantic Ocean without oxygen tank. I was 'drowning' or perhaps still am drowning by now. My head is spinning as if I am playing merry go round. Ok, all in all, the thing that I wish to say is I'm sick, and just need a friend by my side. Sorry guys, I couldn't give you calls, as my voice is horrible, you would think me as some witch with nasty tune. Haha:)
I don't know, how did I manage to suffer from this bad headache, terrible effluenza, and coughs, but I really know what make me hurt in the heart. And of course, it is not arsclerosis. Far not that. It's something else, which is my private life.
This morning, I woke up at 5:30 am, a credit is given to my noisy squeking alarm clock. I almost deaf, by the way. Actually, my dad asked me to wake up early in the morning, so that I am able to help other family members of mine to awake too, as to do Subuh prayer. But, he too, must understand, that I'M SICK. And he's torturing me to get up early...haih...:(
I hate everything I'm in now. It's cold here, and the coughing is so painful! I look like the nanny in her deathbed already. I did buy the Strepsils, the stronger ones, and ate 2 of them already, and feeling much better, I think. I need antibiotic!!! That's what the thing is!! Yeah, and it has been two days since I've out to jog, damn...I'm becoming fatter, what a disaster.
Another pain which I couldn't resist is about the |private life of mine|. I've been very persuasive sometimes, tying people around me so that they remain by my side all the time, that can be considered as CRUEL. It's hard to understand why I couldn't let things I love or the persons I love go in the flow of their lives and be happy forever and after. *SIGH* Hey, you guys, might think I'm crazy right? Well, nevermind, you can think of it as that, as long as you don't try to make me go to the Tanjung Rambutan.
I must admit, yesterday's chat with the girl really sunken me to the deep blue Atlantic Ocean without oxygen tank. I was 'drowning' or perhaps still am drowning by now. My head is spinning as if I am playing merry go round. Ok, all in all, the thing that I wish to say is I'm sick, and just need a friend by my side. Sorry guys, I couldn't give you calls, as my voice is horrible, you would think me as some witch with nasty tune. Haha:)
*Wow...its hurting more and more...
Gosh...*
Gosh...*
Sunday, 14 December 2008
Time to say thanks!
I've been so busy trying to catch on my additional math problems, till I abandoned some of the other subjects that I have to cope on. Okay, stresses that what I have right now. Stress to maintain my capability in school although I guarantee that I am no longer able to do any more notes and essays properly by the time I reach next year.
So, after finishing with my folding clothes chore, I help myself in front of the computer, came online and at the same time, finishing all my delayed-work of Biology, and guess what, I have another work upstairs. *T_T*{crying}
As I went through my mails, there were these motivation articles sent by a cyber friend, whom I got to know a couple of weeks before. Well yeah, maybe he knew I am in depression. So here I want to say thanks to Hafiz >oh he's online< for being thoughtful.
Not only to Hafiz, but to Naqib or better known as Qubezo, for trying hard to solve my additional mathematics questions. He did them very well and I just so bad in add math now. (consequence for being a stuck-up probably). So lucky to have an ingenious friend like him.
So another person whom I wish to say thanks to is Rafaiz, I don't know what his real name is, but nevermind. He did the work done for my add math questions in the malakat92 forum, neat and tidy. (Baru faham:))
Oh, and before I forget to Vick too for solving my physics question and Azeem for the tutorial game. Man, I dont know if I'm sick or what, but i'm feeling cold.*SHIVERING*
And for Kak Intan, thanks for holding a great party yesterday, I have fun at the pool. *dah lama tak swim, bile dapat swin, jadi kekok*
ok, thats all
my verbal bashings
hahaha
credits to the people mentioned above.
:) *grin*
So, after finishing with my folding clothes chore, I help myself in front of the computer, came online and at the same time, finishing all my delayed-work of Biology, and guess what, I have another work upstairs. *T_T*{crying}
As I went through my mails, there were these motivation articles sent by a cyber friend, whom I got to know a couple of weeks before. Well yeah, maybe he knew I am in depression. So here I want to say thanks to Hafiz >oh he's online< for being thoughtful.
Not only to Hafiz, but to Naqib or better known as Qubezo, for trying hard to solve my additional mathematics questions. He did them very well and I just so bad in add math now. (consequence for being a stuck-up probably). So lucky to have an ingenious friend like him.
So another person whom I wish to say thanks to is Rafaiz, I don't know what his real name is, but nevermind. He did the work done for my add math questions in the malakat92 forum, neat and tidy. (Baru faham:))
Oh, and before I forget to Vick too for solving my physics question and Azeem for the tutorial game. Man, I dont know if I'm sick or what, but i'm feeling cold.*SHIVERING*
And for Kak Intan, thanks for holding a great party yesterday, I have fun at the pool. *dah lama tak swim, bile dapat swin, jadi kekok*
ok, thats all
my verbal bashings
hahaha
credits to the people mentioned above.
:) *grin*
Friday, 12 December 2008
All about Hanging out
Last Friday, I managed to get myself from a complete boredom in the house. I also managed to get Huda to accompany me to meet Mimi at Midvalley. So, yeah, I guess between Huda and I, maybe there aren't any mishaps any more. Yay!!
I left the house, and escorted by my dad to Huda's house in Kajang Jaya. So, that means I didnt have to walk all the way to hers. I went inside, and she's already ready. I was glad, I also met Kak Wa, her sister. Kak Wa is the nicest friend's sister I've ever met. She's pretty, a bit plump but still she's charming. Kak Wa then sent us to the KTM station just a few stones away from Huda's house. We caught the train, but didn't manage to get the seats. All accommodated. So, we stood upstraight hanging to the pillars for about 30 minutes, till we reached Mid Valley.
Mimi still wasn't there. She came an hour after that. So, Huda and I firstly, hanged out in MPH, well we're good kids, so we better hanging there :). Looking and searching for novels to read. I bought this novel from Cecilia Ahern called P.S I love U, not so good laa..but still, it is ok...and I already finish reading it, the 500 pages novel in 3 days, so, its like a WOW!! a breaking wow in my life, coz that can be considered as FAST! ahahah...
Then after Mimi appeared, we got ouselves with lunch at the foodcourt and next straight we headed towards the cinema. Before that, Mimi and I, almost get ourselves into a sex toy shop but luckily, Huda smacked us back, so we didn't enter it. Man, it looked like a gift shop to me though. hahaha. We got to see TWILIGHT. But, I still can't pronounce it properly though, is it TWI-LYGHT OR TWAI-LIGHT? whatever la...hahah, and we also had some fight over what popcorn and what size of pop corn to buy, what a hilarious time...
We only managed to get the very front seat in the cinema. I hurt my neck and my ribs. So, the story is about romeo and juliet in vampire version, I like Edward Cullen, and hey, why in this world I have not yet manage to get to meet such a man like him!? Duh...no luck I guess, he is such a romantic vampire-person, and good looking, and respectful boy too. Hahaha...like the flying scene, and Bella (the heroine) actually got the chance to date with Edward on the tall tree, thats soo-cool. And, u must see Edward's home, its fantastic. Above all, it was a wonderful light movie, and worth to watch.
We then got home at 4.45 pm, and Huda's dad, the nice Mr Abdul Razak took us both home. Yay! And I guess that will be the last time that I would be able to watch movie though, after this
I left the house, and escorted by my dad to Huda's house in Kajang Jaya. So, that means I didnt have to walk all the way to hers. I went inside, and she's already ready. I was glad, I also met Kak Wa, her sister. Kak Wa is the nicest friend's sister I've ever met. She's pretty, a bit plump but still she's charming. Kak Wa then sent us to the KTM station just a few stones away from Huda's house. We caught the train, but didn't manage to get the seats. All accommodated. So, we stood upstraight hanging to the pillars for about 30 minutes, till we reached Mid Valley.
Mimi still wasn't there. She came an hour after that. So, Huda and I firstly, hanged out in MPH, well we're good kids, so we better hanging there :). Looking and searching for novels to read. I bought this novel from Cecilia Ahern called P.S I love U, not so good laa..but still, it is ok...and I already finish reading it, the 500 pages novel in 3 days, so, its like a WOW!! a breaking wow in my life, coz that can be considered as FAST! ahahah...
Then after Mimi appeared, we got ouselves with lunch at the foodcourt and next straight we headed towards the cinema. Before that, Mimi and I, almost get ourselves into a sex toy shop but luckily, Huda smacked us back, so we didn't enter it. Man, it looked like a gift shop to me though. hahaha. We got to see TWILIGHT. But, I still can't pronounce it properly though, is it TWI-LYGHT OR TWAI-LIGHT? whatever la...hahah, and we also had some fight over what popcorn and what size of pop corn to buy, what a hilarious time...
We only managed to get the very front seat in the cinema. I hurt my neck and my ribs. So, the story is about romeo and juliet in vampire version, I like Edward Cullen, and hey, why in this world I have not yet manage to get to meet such a man like him!? Duh...no luck I guess, he is such a romantic vampire-person, and good looking, and respectful boy too. Hahaha...like the flying scene, and Bella (the heroine) actually got the chance to date with Edward on the tall tree, thats soo-cool. And, u must see Edward's home, its fantastic. Above all, it was a wonderful light movie, and worth to watch.
We then got home at 4.45 pm, and Huda's dad, the nice Mr Abdul Razak took us both home. Yay! And I guess that will be the last time that I would be able to watch movie though, after this
LIFE WILL BE HECTIC!! SPM IS LOOMING....NOOOOO!!!!!! I CAN ALREADY IMAGINE 
THE NIGHTMARE...
THE NIGHTMARE...
Woah, another sickening head time
I don't know how did I get the title right for this post, but just live with it. Lol.
So, last Monday, the 8th December, the world celebrated Aidiladha, or Hari Raya Korban. As for myself, I celebrated it in Sungai Petani, Kedah like we planned earlier, so I guess this is the first time in my whole 16 years-of life that we managed to celebrate the first raya in Kedah, because all this while, we had been celebrating it in Klang, which is my father's family-side.
On our journey, I got fed up with this girl I met, while in one of the R & R. My mom, sis and I wnet to pray at this small surau, and so I put my slippers on the shoe rack just in front of the door. Then after I was done with my obligation, I couldn't find for my slippers, I became worried. To my suprise, there's a girl, I think about my age, and she's actually wearing my slippers, she was actually thought that that pairs were the surau's slippers. Damn she!! I bought that wonderful, weird slippers for RM 15 in Genting, and she thought them as 'slipper surau'.
Ok, forget about that. So, on Monday, we had 2 feasts. During the day, we had a feast in Mak Ngah's place, where my family and I always stay in. And, I must say, all our family members from Kedah didnt miss that one. The house became noisier, because I have so many little devils of cousins and nephews, and nieces. I couldn't stand such hectic. About the food, well there 're black pepper mutton, mutton soup and many more, so there're no problem with the food. And guess what!? I managed to get myself away from those fatty mutton. Hahaha:0 I didnt eat any of them...hahaha. As for the other feast, we had it in Pak Jang's place, and the food were healthier, no santan, no salt, can u believe we drank tea without sugar the whole night? Speaking of healthy feast that was....
Plus, I was happy as I did get to see my niece named Farah Syafiqah. She's 4 now and damn cute, I'll be putting her photo some other time. She's a very naughty devil and can be really annoying but still her cuteness melted me . Hahaha:) And, she is also such a poor kid, because she never got to see her daddy, whom is my cousin who passed away about 4 years ago, and she wasn't born yet that time. Pity huh? Yeah...but I guess her mom already trained her to be independent. Good isnt it?
Not to mention, I also met my cousin Nadia, who is a year older than me but already pusuing architecture in UIAM, as she skipped grade 5. She's intelligent and pretty, and vogue. Ah, I am jealousing her already. She did give some pieces of advice, which are study hard and maintain your grades, and take medicine later in college. Hoho:-) Everyone in the family hopes I become a doctor one day I must say. And like always, I've been compared with my other cousin named Eddy, he got 80% in additional math in his recent test meanwhile u know, I got a B, so, I was a bit frustrated. He's more intelligent than me!? Not possible... haha:O I hate being compared:(
So thats all for my raya....
haha...a conservative one I supposed,
but still, its kinda fun...
So, last Monday, the 8th December, the world celebrated Aidiladha, or Hari Raya Korban. As for myself, I celebrated it in Sungai Petani, Kedah like we planned earlier, so I guess this is the first time in my whole 16 years-of life that we managed to celebrate the first raya in Kedah, because all this while, we had been celebrating it in Klang, which is my father's family-side.
On our journey, I got fed up with this girl I met, while in one of the R & R. My mom, sis and I wnet to pray at this small surau, and so I put my slippers on the shoe rack just in front of the door. Then after I was done with my obligation, I couldn't find for my slippers, I became worried. To my suprise, there's a girl, I think about my age, and she's actually wearing my slippers, she was actually thought that that pairs were the surau's slippers. Damn she!! I bought that wonderful, weird slippers for RM 15 in Genting, and she thought them as 'slipper surau'.
Ok, forget about that. So, on Monday, we had 2 feasts. During the day, we had a feast in Mak Ngah's place, where my family and I always stay in. And, I must say, all our family members from Kedah didnt miss that one. The house became noisier, because I have so many little devils of cousins and nephews, and nieces. I couldn't stand such hectic. About the food, well there 're black pepper mutton, mutton soup and many more, so there're no problem with the food. And guess what!? I managed to get myself away from those fatty mutton. Hahaha:0 I didnt eat any of them...hahaha. As for the other feast, we had it in Pak Jang's place, and the food were healthier, no santan, no salt, can u believe we drank tea without sugar the whole night? Speaking of healthy feast that was....
Plus, I was happy as I did get to see my niece named Farah Syafiqah. She's 4 now and damn cute, I'll be putting her photo some other time. She's a very naughty devil and can be really annoying but still her cuteness melted me . Hahaha:) And, she is also such a poor kid, because she never got to see her daddy, whom is my cousin who passed away about 4 years ago, and she wasn't born yet that time. Pity huh? Yeah...but I guess her mom already trained her to be independent. Good isnt it?
Not to mention, I also met my cousin Nadia, who is a year older than me but already pusuing architecture in UIAM, as she skipped grade 5. She's intelligent and pretty, and vogue. Ah, I am jealousing her already. She did give some pieces of advice, which are study hard and maintain your grades, and take medicine later in college. Hoho:-) Everyone in the family hopes I become a doctor one day I must say. And like always, I've been compared with my other cousin named Eddy, he got 80% in additional math in his recent test meanwhile u know, I got a B, so, I was a bit frustrated. He's more intelligent than me!? Not possible... haha:O I hate being compared:(
So thats all for my raya....
haha...a conservative one I supposed,
but still, its kinda fun...
Friday, 5 December 2008
Hanging out?
Yesterday, while having a nice game of badminton with Chiam and Alya, I noticed that someone had sent me a message. I was thrilled, man, just thrilled for that one such message as it came from Mimi, whom I miss a lot. She asked me for a hang out, with Aiman. I wonder what are they up to now? Suddenly, she wants to go with Aiman? Hmm, nevermind about that, she just needed me to accompany her. Sad to say, I couldn't make it yesterday as I was busy in the town of Kajang rushing here and there with my dad, and went to the bank to open a new account. So, I planned to go to Midvalley today, by KTM, and I'll be escorted by Huda. I guess my friendship with Huda, my bestest friend had regained normal. I am grateful.
The bad news here is that, I have to walk all the way to Huda's house, since my dad had an appointment as the hospital. Not that I want to complaint on walking or what, but my house is so far from hers. I am just worried if my slipper would have been lose out. Maybe I am just being too negative.
So, yesterday SPM ended. And, it is time for the new SPM 09' candidates to line up for the next battle. SPM is a battle where we have to fight as to redeem good life after school life, or it can just be considered as an examination which needs a lot of paper, thus increasing the cutting of trees and proliferating the risk of getting global warming. As SPM heads down, I was waiting for Azeem to come online, just miss him a lot. Don't get me wrong, I just miss him as a friend. I miss Aliya too, his sister. Maybe they're out of Kajang anyway, and headed to somewhere abroad. I dont know, havent heard from them for a week though. But, I just have to face the life without these persons here, like how I live without Maryam and Sofiah.
Being online in YM is boring, and so does studying. Currently, doing some revisions on Chemistry and Physics. I am also worrying about tuitions. I need them by the way. I dont know where has my add math tutor goes? Haven't heard from him since months ago...I wonder if he still want to lend us helps in add math.
I guess my life is full of problems, actually they aren't that big problems, just I guess, I cant manage my life with ease. That's all lah...hmm hope someone I know can come online, and have some chat. I just dont like to chat with those I dont really get to know well. Until then, see ya....
The bad news here is that, I have to walk all the way to Huda's house, since my dad had an appointment as the hospital. Not that I want to complaint on walking or what, but my house is so far from hers. I am just worried if my slipper would have been lose out. Maybe I am just being too negative.
So, yesterday SPM ended. And, it is time for the new SPM 09' candidates to line up for the next battle. SPM is a battle where we have to fight as to redeem good life after school life, or it can just be considered as an examination which needs a lot of paper, thus increasing the cutting of trees and proliferating the risk of getting global warming. As SPM heads down, I was waiting for Azeem to come online, just miss him a lot. Don't get me wrong, I just miss him as a friend. I miss Aliya too, his sister. Maybe they're out of Kajang anyway, and headed to somewhere abroad. I dont know, havent heard from them for a week though. But, I just have to face the life without these persons here, like how I live without Maryam and Sofiah.
Being online in YM is boring, and so does studying. Currently, doing some revisions on Chemistry and Physics. I am also worrying about tuitions. I need them by the way. I dont know where has my add math tutor goes? Haven't heard from him since months ago...I wonder if he still want to lend us helps in add math.
I guess my life is full of problems, actually they aren't that big problems, just I guess, I cant manage my life with ease. That's all lah...hmm hope someone I know can come online, and have some chat. I just dont like to chat with those I dont really get to know well. Until then, see ya....
Monday, 1 December 2008
NO!! I lost
This morning, as I woke up from a terrible nap after Subuh prayer, my dad quickly showed me an envelope. Thankfully, it was actually my year-end examination's result, that I can't wait to see for myself. And, as I tear the envelope, and took out the slip, I noticed that I have a bad news and one good news.
Which one do you wanna hear first?
~Ok, straight to the point, the good news is I got the first place. I screamed, Yay!! silently in my heart, I actually did beat those 19 other students in my class. Here, I realise how lucky I am, to be studying in this small school of Kajang Utama.
Firstly, it is because there is only one class of pure science stream, so this means I am the best in pure science class, just as easy as that, even though the truth is my results aren't that satisfying and something that can make people go "WOW! she's a genius!" so sad, I must say, NOT! And the second reason, is basically because, 75% already considered as an A1. Can u just imagine that? Lucky right? Even if I do get 75% in Add Math I will be considered as the "pretty smart" math geek. If my friends from boarding school knew about this, they might be looking down at me, and several of us either. Duh~~(then, why did i jot this thing around here anyway?)
~Now, let me tell u the bad news. Ok, the bad news is I didn't manage to get 9A's like what I've had hoped for. Hoping for big things to happen is a must not thing to do! Remember that kids!! So, I lost to Vignaa, my ex-best friend, he got 9A's whilst I got 8A and 3B. 7A1 1A2 and 3B4. Down here are my grades....(malu nak post kat malakat92)
BM A1
BI A1--->91%(:D)
Math A1
History A1
Chemistry A1
PAI A1
EST A2
Sains Pertanian A1
BIO B4---> (humiliation!)
PHYSICS B4---> (still grateful)
ADD MATH B4---> (No.1 humiliation :( )
*sigh* I've been so arrogant over BIO for a couple of months ago, and now I suffered the consequence. Anyhow, this result is nothing exactly, I don't even see any smiles from both of my parents nor hear them blaberring about this. So, I assumed I safe.
Plus, I learnt one thing from KYLE XY season 2 yesterday, which "TRUST", trust your family members and big gifts aren't always important for birthday presents, the most important thing is our loved ones come to celebrate it together.
---and I'm furious over my modem, can u believe that?---
-----I'm an internet addict, NO!!---
-----I'm an internet addict, NO!!---
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