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Monday, 6 June 2011

dear self

dear self, you are 19 now, look around and feel your surrounding, see around, WHAT have you achieved?

dear self, please be strong. please note that, even though you have lots of friends around, only some would care for you.And...it's alright if most of them don't.

dear self, stop feeling inferior and be inferior. Trust in yourself. You are one of the kind, and show that to people, even though there're tonnes out the there who are better than you are.

dear self, please be OKAY with criticisms on how the way you look and what ever you do. Please note that you couldn't please every body.

dear self, please feel content with what you have right now,and the people who you are living with. Don't make enemies, but make families.

dear self, please ACT MORE independently. Stop being a baby.

dear self, please think maturely because being an INFANT THINKER leads you nowhere.

Wednesday, 18 August 2010

Following them

my current agenda#1: following as many blogs posted by real medical doctors, or doctor wannabe. It is just fun and exciting to read stories of the similar interests. They inspire me, and motivate me somehow. I am now waiting patiently for new posts from Dr Alina Hasni. She's gorgeous, love fashion and a medical doctor. 

my next agenda#2: looking forward to visit any local gigantic bookstore which I haven't done since I entered college. Hopefully to find something more related to medicine in the novel genre, something like Denyut Kasih Medik. Is there any? If not, I would love to have some novel leisure on adventure stories. It would also be great if I could found the book by Paolo Coelho entitled The Zahir. {Denyut Kasih Medik was inspirational and one in a million}

my after-ward agenda #3: to buy a new cell phone. Sadly, I love my current phone the K770i, but its time to transform to the better. I can't send text messages any longer with this phone. Sigh:(haven't decide what type of cell phone I would buy, perhaps just the normal and cheap. Gotta save up these days. 


>>>during writing these down, I stumbled upon a blog of photos, which generally tells the reason Why Boys Need Supervision: just for fun, so enjoy it while you can.

Sunday, 21 December 2008

10 Things that show How Weird I Am

Fine, some people discreetly thought I am weird. Let's see if I noticed what are the things that make me weird.

1. I have 7 email addresses

-yeah, why did I need 7 email addresses? The fact that I am not any valuable person or a VIP, and I still have these email addresses. The truth is I actually like to see my names before the yahoo.com, hotmail.com, or gmail.com. They seem very neat and how can I say, hmm, probably I just can satisfy myself by doing that. I have 3 email addresses with yahoo, which I used for instant messaging. And only two of them are actively used as real email, which is to send mails, attachments and etc.

2. I don't really chat with girls

-maybe this is why I am a girl. You see, nature makes me attracts to men only. Well, I must admit that sometimes I feel bored chatting with girls, because for me, hey, I am a girl, so you are a girl too, so what can we talk about? As a result of this, my yahoo messenger's list is now full of guys, some I knew and some well, just cyberly known. There are only 5 girls that I currently chatted with, whom are, Huda, Aina, Fatin Aina and Chiam and Farhana Zain.

3. I easily forget things I read

-ok, this one is kinda critical problem I want to get rid off. I easily forget things I read, just in 5 minutes or less. Let say I read about the anaerobic respiration, so if I want to blog it out, I have to exactly bring the article with me, as I cannot remember anything about it. Since I am encountering with such a problem, I am worried that I might be unable to do SPM with a grace heart.

4. I like men who are lefthanded

-great, another weird thing. I don't know if this is true, but I really fond to guys who are left handed. I see them as unique humans, who can write and do almost everything with the left hand. Like, my brother for instance, he can play badminton with his left hand, and the teacher at school, was so amazed, as she said, left handed players, have such a great potential to be a great player. *even my ex bf is left handed, lol*


5. I can only cook, if the ingredients are there in front of me

-I am not a great cook. At the age of 16 years old, and 6 months, I am a girl who can't cook. How's great is that? My friend Durrah for instance, can already cook for the family, meanwhile I still feel awkward when holding the knife. So, yes, if the ingredients for the menu are in front of me, I can definitely cook with ease, just like what you watch in the television.

6. I hate shopping

-I am not a great shopper, and I hate shopping! I don't know why, but I just hate it, especially window shopping. For me, if we want to go shopping, we must have the money, then we can get what we want, without making the salesgirls, or salesmen, become annoyed. Plus, I hate those salesgirls and salesmen!

7. I hate people forcing me to eat

-I don't like when people kept forcing me to eat. It's like they treat me as if I am still a little girl who needs to be spoonfed. Get real! I am a grown up lady, and I know when I need to feed myself.

8. I can't love someone else if I already did

-I am too loyal. That's my problem. I can't let things I like being swifted away by others. So, I am searching for things or people that I can have for ever and after.

9. My hobbies are random

-I don't know what I like actually. I don't know what my hobbies are. Maybe drawing, but I don't really draw nowadays. Let say chatting, nah, I don't really chat nowadays. So, see I don't know.

10. I hate Malay Novels

- Yeah, bukan nak berlagak. But, I really despise Malay novels, because of the extreme weird names of the characters, and the lame plot. So, I just read English Novels. That's all.