Why is it so hard to get online these days!!??

Meh, ko menga? {chinese language}

It's freaking disturbing when we want to do something, but in the end, we have to forget about the idea of doing it, because of some lame old foolish reasons. Its like waiting for some concert ticket I'd tell ya. And, yes I am talking about my internet connectivity at home.

I don't know what's the problem, but I can be in a sudden off at any time. It's basically not a good thing since its a destruction of human's will to do something. I just want to chat with a mind that is not obstruct by any concerns and check my emails without the worries of getting offline in a sudden, and basically to update my blog, which I have passion for.

So, CNY is basically over. I'm glad that my school granted to make it a whole week off for us kids. I'm exhausted by the non-ending activities and studies I am encountering at school. Plus, night tuitions really give me those *weak-bones and headaches*. Despite of having those tiring night tuitions, I am still happy to get these awesome additional math tutor, Dr Tan, who looked so charming, even though he is a *very old man* I must say. Just that my chemistry tutor, Mr Wong, was a bit too much of the F1 car. I just wish he could slow down all his talks so that we can write a complete notes on chemistry . So, next week, the routine will *return and repeat*. Never-ending sessions with books and revisions and not to mention homeworks pilling on desk.

About Yahoo Messenger, well it is actually one of the medium that make me happy and make me sad at the same time. Maybe I am just too obsessed with internet chatting via this service, until I can be really sad when some people I like to chat with didnt seem to online or have that mood of chatting with us. I just hope that I can survive without it for a day or two, just to train myself about the unimportant aspect of being online anyway. Furthermore, Yahoo Messenger also make me feel bad about myself, and ruin my life for having an online-love thing with someone. I am wondering about one thing. *What if I never got to use Yahoo Messenger at the first place?* Maybe I won't be disrupted by this awful emotion downturn. And, maybe I won't meet some people who had made me cry on my pillows and thus making them wet, creating them to be completely bad to sleep with. It's all about possibilities.

Still, I do have some priorities that I need to use Internet in my daily life. I need to update my blog, check my emails, do some research on my studies, try to find sponsors for my clubs, and finding some ideas on what to do for my clubs at school. Since most of my relatives are now highly-teched users, so we often chat with each other, and send invitations via online. So that is why I need Internet at best.

How about other services, like text messaging, or SMS? Well, I dont know. But, I think SMS-ing is a really waste of time and money. I hate sending messages to some arrogant people who wont bother to reply them. Maybe they are out of credit, well that can be acceptable, but why dont they just take their spare time to key in words telling us that they're sorry for not answering our messages earlier because they are busy or out of money? Why CANT they do that?? Do we have minds to think? I don't even know why I use cellphone anyway. Because, I never had any phone calls from my important so called best friends since I used it and I just had some messages which are not very important. *SIGH*

Ok, I'm tired of blabbering to non-existence readers. And I am also tired of complaining about things that people said won't change their world. I am too tired of everything. I hate the sickening mind of mind that is never satisfied of what I am already had in hands. Bye2..c ya later, in a soon moon to come.:{

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