Today, Huda was absent. I was a bit dissapointed. I never thought that she will left me at school for one day with out a friend beside me. I felt lost somewhere. Need to cry but somehow, its hard as I have to be a professional. Moreover, dont ya think its humiliating for big girl like me to cry at school? Yes, right?
During Pendidikan Agama Islam, I have no one next to me, thanks to Alya who then pitied me and decided to sit next to me. At least I have a friend. I saw sympathies in others toward me. And sad to say, I hate that. Ah, what could I do on that moment is sigh. Nothing more, I am powerless.
I hate Puan Thava today, hope she wont be reading my blog, or else I am dead meat. Why> Whats the reason? Well, she actually asked US KIDS to find anything about the customs, food, ethnics of Sarawak. Ok, I can do that, but the most boring part was that she wants us to present it, make it as a presentation in front of the class, on NEXT TUESDAY!!! And did I tell you that I have my agama presentation to do on Tuesday too? So this means that I will be doing TWO presentations in a day. I will be so exhausted talking and talking. Plus, Puan Thava also pissed me off by calling me a fluroscent lamp, that measn I could not understand jokes. Yeah, I admit I cant understand her recent jokes today, maybe I wasnt in the mood to laugh at them anyway.
JUst History caught my mind today. I love to study about the past, about the ancient civilizations. How bout mathematics? Ah, my brain was in a big traffic jam I guess, coz it processed as slow as a snail. Hate it, I used to be a genius. (Sorry for boasting). At recess time, I was again feel lonely, and I really am cant take this any longer.
Hey you KILL me, or slap me in the face, or take me fly with you!!!!!