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Assalamualaikum. Writing all the way from Belgaum, Karnataka, India. Missing Malaysia so much. But everything is just perfectly fine here. India makes people not just live, but SURVIVE. :)

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Saturday, 16 February 2013

make friends

Hai semua. Bila anda nampak saya tulis blog selang 2 hari macam ni, bermaksud tgh stress. Alhamdulillah, Allah bagi penulisan blog ni as a way for me to reduce stress. Tak tahu la in case of you all but it works for me. But it turns stressful bila Internet buat hal. Lagi-lagi bila dah bayar mahal.

At home, in Malaysia, Internet line is sponsored by my dear papa. When the line has a problem, due to connectivity, everyone in the family will start asking Papa to correct it, to make the line better. I miss you papa. You always have been there for all of us. Especially you always there for me. This spoil brat of yours. *cry*

So, now I am in 2nd year, of my University life. I just wanna tell you kids, that how important it is to make friends while you are been accepted in university, or college. Be nice, and be good to every one. Don't make fight. Don't make others see how hatred and despicable you are. Don't boast. So many don'ts. And just be yourself. Express yourself. And be humble. Because no one like a snobbish person.

Especially when you are in an abroad university, doesn't matter it be an Asian continent, the European or the States, or Africa : just make sure you have tonnes of friends. Friends that could help you study, friends that could accompany you to shop, to the hospital, to eat and stuff you as a youngster wanna do. More important is, to find friends that could lead you to the sirathal mustaqim. To advice you, to listen to you and to make you remember of THE all  mighty Allah.

Just make sure, you have those cliques that will bring you joy so you won't feel so alone. So missed out. Don't be a loner. In what ever you do, find people to make you feel like family, but the first thing first is to always make sure you yourself is a perfect fit for them all. And when holidays strike, save money so that you can hop in to a gate away. 

It's always nice to go away from your room for a while especially for a sweet escape. Explore world. Explore more things. Enjoy life, but remember never stay astray; because it is YOLT; You Only Live Twice. Once here and once in the hereafter. 

Friday, 15 February 2013


hai semua, pe khabar? sihat? 

betul bila orang cakap, when we wake up early, rezeki itu lebih berkat. for the first time, since study week yang 2 minggu, my roommate and I woke early. Woke up early means we didn't return to dream land after subuh prayer. 

All these while, procrastination is all there is. Bangun lambat dengan dalih dan alasan semalam dah tidur lambat, study till 1 am (baq ang!) . Hanya Allah sahaja tahu betapa banyak dan berkatnya study sampai 1 pagi. Hmm

Anyhow, this morning, after reciting Al Kahf and Al Mathurat, I straight away prepare the ingredient for my morning breakfast. Ate 2 bananas and a cup of hot milo, as a pre breakfast meal. I was very hungry as you can see. Took my hot shower, do my Dhuha and straight away to the kitchen and chopping and cooking. 

It was just a plain fried rice but it was so nice, and now everything is finished. Sebutir beras pun takdak! Nikmat kan makan makanan yang sedikit:) My roommate promised to make nasi lemak for dinner. Can't wait! Hungry already now!

Then what else to do, then to study. Just two days left actually. I don't actually know how much did I complete revising all the 4 blocks. They were all big blocks and to be covered wholly in 2 freaking weeks, God knows how hard it is. 
Year 2 is freaking hard and so frustrating yet so interesting. The year where I learn a lot about disease but then again the previous first year's topic of physiology and embrylogy are again being touched and emphasized. My concern is with all papers now. MCQ, SEQ, OSPE etc. Seeing End block result can already make me faint. Now hoping for goodness for my selanjar 1. 

My seniors, mostly failed last year. Prof KJ was furious. I just pray that my batch won't be repeating that disaster. Amin. But the goodness is in the hands of the Al Mighty. Pray hard now. Not much time to do all the readings. May all that we learn be returned to us. For all these knowledge is Allah's belongings. No way we can know it all. 

Photos, or diaphragms of histopathology are making me insane. All I see is the same either it be laden macrophage, giant cells, langhan cells. Just need to practise more on how to become a visual learner. Even though visual learners are usually been gifted with that capability. All the best to me, to my friends here and at USMKK. 

It was alright. It is not the first OSCE I have done but it is just jammed between two other exams so it was stressful. Take deep breaths. Practice before hand. Especially verbalizing your actions. This is stuff you have done before. Just do that and you'll be okay. -Tom of the Medical State of Mind



Tuesday, 5 February 2013

Pemuda-pemudi, sedarlah

Sampai bila lagi kita perlu hanyut dengan nikmat dunia yg fana?? Teguhkah sudah tugu iman dalam diri??