Gosh. How long has it been since I last stop here to write something, to start typing? It has been quite some time off from blogger due to certain issue where I think I will to express it out her. The reason why I stop posting things for some time.
It also has been quite a busy start for being a 2nd year medical student. I must admit, it isn't as easy as people said. Of course, for USM medical students, being 2nd year students can be denoted as honeymoon years where you shouldn't be worried for having to face for your pro exam by the end of the year. However, happiness is short termed. We have to sum up all the things we learn NOW and during our third year, and go die for 2nd pro exam. Clap clap clappp.
Been opening the tab for blogger for a lot of time. Just do not know where to start. Just feel too afraid that my post will cause butthurt in some people here who come and read what I posted. And actually I really WANT people to read what I wanna post right here, that's why I didn't make it private. Some things are better expressed through words for people who only have words as their swords, but of course I don't expect everyone to understand this. Again, why should I be a coward? This is my space, and I think I deserve the every right to be as outspoken here even though nothing is being heard.
Clinicals have begun people! And as freshie medical students, the eagerness to 'touch' the patients are always there, every single time I step into the hospital door. I wish this last till I die, as medicine is a life-long career. InshaAllah ameen it will. Only that, I have been too bad in my studying lately. Couldn't focus and always got distracted by things I do not know what they are. Hahaha. I just need to face more books, but the more I read the sleepier I've become. Hahaha.
That's all I wanna write I think. Sleepy now. And yes, juniors are here! 7 has yet to arrived (rumor said). But we are hoping that USM will finally realized we had enough of this year's intake. Hahhaha. Events held and gonna be held for this year and next year, would be great and BIG. Juniors are really sporty! I like that.