I am now on stiffness. I feel a total dumbness inside my body, and a major numbness on my limbs. I can't move. I can't think. I can't decide. The negativity charges are around, all over me, I could not stop of thinking I will soon flunk.
At 11 AM, today, I was supposedly to be in having an interview in Midvalley. Too bad, I didn't have the mood to go to Midvalley since my parents are here at home. I pity them for they have to re-tidying the house, which is in a terrible mess after they left for the past 2 months. I have to help them. Tiring is the only word I must say.
Discussing about going to do part time job is a no-easy task when it comes to parents. My parents seem to be a bit blurred out about having to work at Midvalley as they said it's too far for me, and it will be too tiring for me. And a friend, asked me again whether my decision will be worthwhile. I don't know. Too many considerations have to be considered, and take into discussion. I can't make up my mind. I don't know what to wear. I am now dumb.