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Assalamualaikum. Writing all the way from Belgaum, Karnataka, India. Missing Malaysia so much. But everything is just perfectly fine here. India makes people not just live, but SURVIVE. :)

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Saturday, 15 November 2008

Summary of 2008's school's life.

Hah. Tears running down with a sigh, and a bit of happiness. (yeah, its sad and joy at a time). And, why am I suppose to feel this way?

Well, as u can see, 2008 wasn't my best year. Many bad and good things happened. I cry and laugh and whatever. So, school life was just the same, maybe mine, wasn't as interesting or better than anyone of all of you out there, but I guess, there are something to be reminisced of.

The first puppy love, the sad story of me of not getting a place in some prestigious schools, and the hectic life I have to gone through with other form 4 kids will be playing inside my head. Ah, those memories....which I wish to end quickly, already ended and I feel relieved.

As for teachers, I love all my teachers. They have been such wonderful persons I ever found in my life. Puan Suzyana, my BM teacher, I love her coz' she can made us understand fully of Bahasa Melayu and sorry for many mistakes I had done. I didnt have the slight opportunity to kiss u on the cheek and bid goodbye as u'll soon be going to Kuantan. Only if u can read this. As for my Agricultural Science Teacher, Puan Haryati, u're such a great form teacher, and ur great personality as a teacher will be engraved forever here in myself. Thanks.

Lastly, I will also be missing my friends whom will be leaving too, those who are taking SPM, PMR and those who will be following their families. I've been such a lousy and bad friend for you guys. I'm sorry. I am not perfect, so forgive me. And also, bye to 2008, 2009 will appear with big highlights and suprises. Just have to get ready for the next step to adulthood.

Friday, 14 November 2008

Yep!! Summer time.

Ok. We dont generally have summer in Malaysia, but we all knew, Summer in other countries is the same as a long break of school holidays. And, I want to inform u that it is now the end year holiday. Yahoo!!!:) {oh wait, we do have summer, the hot weather}

Alright, I guess the last day of school wasn't bad after all. We did operations on the digestive tracts of non-ruminant animal, which is the chicken of course, and yes, we smell like chickens. Then, we took out the digestive organs of the chicken including the rectum. Yucks!! So, yeah it did smell terrible.

And, as for the chicken flesh, well, we keep it for the class party tomorrow, at 11 am, please do come if u can. So, yes, there will be a barbecue, a big gigantic chicken barbecue event at the agricultural science's workshop. Hooray!!! I am gonna be fatter and fatter after this. For the pictures of this event, maybe I'll be loading them tomorrow, I am kinda no mood plus I am now keep thinking of SPM already....haha:(

One more thing, I want to congratulate my one and only little sister, dalilah ashikin, for her UPSR results. Yeah, she's got 5A's. And I am happy to see she's smiling once again, because when she smiles she makes my heart dances with bliss and grace.

Wednesday, 12 November 2008

What happens when MOM acted like DAUGHTER and vice versa?

Great, now I had miss the 5 Jingga Malaysia's Teen Series aired on 8tv, thanks to my hectic life revising for the past 3 weeks. Anyhow, I am still ok actually, because, I now, can sit back and relax, and watch the GILMORE GIRLS on show, which is at its 6th season this time round. Yay!!

I have always like Gilmore Girls, (well, I can't pronounce it as GG, because it would be thought as Gossip Girl) so, yeah, back to the point, this drama, or soap opera, or series, is a remedy for me. Thanks God, its airing at 9.30 pm, not too early and not to late, so I can watch it without worrying of having rackoon-eyes in the next morning.

But, this time round, Gilmore Girls, evolves, I mean still evolves around Lorelai and Rory. Lorelai is the young-energetic mother and her beautiful, timid, excellent daughter, is of course Rory. Yesterday, what I saw, was that, Lorelai proposed her long time boyfriend Luke. I hate Luke, whom is the most disgusting and annoying and boring boyfriend anyone could have.

And, Rory, is having a big problem. I dont know what actually happened, but Rory was pleaded guilty for doing violences. I dont know what had she done, but I must say, its a big case. Rory, now, living with her prestigious elite grandma and grandpa is seeking for help from a renowed attorney. Too bad, Rory will have to bear 300 hours of communtiy service, plus she will be having criminal records in her life. This will ruin her life forever!! And, she as Yale's student, will loosing dignity forever.

The odd thing in yersterday's episode was that, Lorelai, didnt even showed up at the court whilst Rory was in her big predicament. What mom will ever do that? Never showed courage and efforts toward her daughter is a big crime!!! Rory, I see, was very sad with her mom.

Lorelai, had always acted "slumber", without any sense of worrying of her daughter. Can u imagine what did she said when Rory was expected to be quitting from Yale? She said,

"let her be, she wants to a grown up".


That is so mean. I meant, any mom must not do that. Not everyone can go to Yale. It is the most prestigious school in the world.

Monday, 10 November 2008

This time I should just lowered my sight

Uh and Ah! The exclamations that I probably have been doing since 9 am this morning. And why?

Firstly, I got the highest marks for BM, maybe u think I can shout happily above the cloud, but the result wasnt satisfying. I got 77%, maybe its a B in some schools, but here, in KU, its an A1. SIgh, one word, try harder!

Then, we got math and add math. How demolish my feeling is now, when I, just obtained 83% for my modern math, and 61% a B, A BIG B, for my add math. Argh!!! This day was just terrifying, horrifying, and horrible!! Now, my points are just a bit far from Chiam. Damn.

Anyhow, I dont want to be pessimistic towards all these. Allah himself wanna show something to me. To show that there are many others out there who can do better than me, and I never take notice about that, as I've been very arrogant these whiles.

I need to have more efforts and determinations. SPM is looming. Nearer and nearer. Aiming must be accomplished. And, last, what I would like to say, is GOOD LUCK to SPM candidates 2008, especially to the one I care the most. I pray for all of u, and I hope u'll pray for me too later.

so long now.:)

Friday, 7 November 2008

Is this what we call freedom, freedom as in STUDENTS' minds?

Phew.
At last, freedom in hands. The examination called end year exam, is now over. Three weeks of struggling really made the whole body sickened and weak. I need some remedy for it, remedy for the exhausted soul.

Fine, maybe I am being too patheticly trying to describe how sad the exam was, but for me, examination is the battle which I need to fight with dignity and with wisdom every single time it comes. And, like most of the people alike me, I am looking for bright azure Aces.

Today, I had these two papers, Agricultural Science and EST. I have to admit, these papers was damn kicking the whole soul together. I am so sad that I couldnt answer them all with full wisdom, as I did last minute revisions, and that is a MUST NOT! I hope my EST came out good as I know the teacher wont be satisfied if I didnt get the best marks that she always count on.

Freedom, is this freedom? A temporary one, I supposed. I after this, will be busy, and I hope my hard works paid off. SPM, is now my biggest fear, I hope I'll get those applauses and triumph I've been opting for. Amid all the drawbacks I got from some people who claimed I studied for selfish reasons, for me we have to adapt to the reality. Reality where both academics and cocuricullar activities count.

P/S: Pn Haryati will be moving out....so sad.....

Saturday, 1 November 2008

Tapai project:)

We the science stream students and the sub science students did a project on Tapai. Last week, we did Tapai Ubi, and yesterday we did Tapai Pulut. Hope my tapai pulut comes out well, since my tapai ubi was damn bitter, yucks!

So yes pictures. Wait a sec.
Ok, enjoy the photos of unpopular kids
lol

(Chiam can be a GOOD house wife, give her a round of applause)

(Yeah, I didnt do much of the works lol)

(Yeah! Posing again, find me, find me!)


(Nina was cutting or peeling?)


(yey!! almost done!)

(after 2 to 3 days, this is what u got, tapai ubi)

for tapai pulut
i'll be posting the story next week
so, wait guys...
I wont be going anywhere.
so long now...


Hari Kokorikulum (Hari Koko and not Cocoa)

Yes. I'm back. I have been busy all this while, doing school stuff. So, let me get straight to the point, on last Thursday, the 30th October, my school had this event called Hari Kokurikulum. Well, every school holds this, so whatever.

The event went quite hectic at the beginning, when the commander or ketua pelatun of our kawad team, didnt showed up. So, we were a bit, I repeat, a BIT panic. Thank God Nina saved the day. U're such a saviour dear friend. In the end, Nina was the one who commanded the whole thing. Of course, our kawad didnt came out well enough, a bit messy here and there, but, hey, still ok I guess.

After that event, there're some games, or sukaneka, which I think just suited the lower form kids. Let me list down the games,

1. Baling Guli (the one who threw the marble, and it hits most of the kotak mancis won the game)
2. Ting ting (the kangaroo game)
3. Galah panjang
4. Badminton (lambung shuttle cock je^.^)
5. Singing competition (which please, I cant)

See, they're just for kids. And all of them had been fully occupied when my friends and I wanna join. So, we didnt played any, just the kotak mancis, where I just got one box hit. Poor me.

Oh yeah, pictures...
wait....

(chiam and durrah in the white pure uniform)



(my friends acting like kanak-kanak riang)


(these two siblings were feeling bored)

(yEY!! finally hard works paid off)

thats all for now.
now, better get ready for the brain competition
or better known as
end year examination. lol.
I HATE EXAM!!:(